Where you are is where I want to be.
And through your eyes all the things I want to see,
And in the night you are my dream.
You’re everything to me.

Dave Matthews Band (via julie911)

(via quote-book)

wish I could relive February 26, 2012. One of the best nights of my life 💜💙💛

sometimes I wish things were different , like that I was the one you were coming home too , that we could talk on the phone again all night for hours , that we could lie next to eachother and talk about life and how we feel all night while you hold me in your arms . I guess things change , and we grow . But I’m still hoping 😔😊

1 Corinthians 13:13 😘

sitting here crying , wondering what the issue is …i don’t try to smother you or always be extra I just wanna love you til the end of time. Maybe you see it differently but I’m trying to be the best i can be ; I text you every morning , all day , come see you , bring lunch , let you go out w your friends but I don’t feel like it’s enough . I know sometimes things bother you but you have to let me know. I can’t fix anything that you don’t tell me .

late night thoughts running through my mind , nothing unusual .

tired of crying 😭

ill admit it , i do be tripping sometime . and honestly i dont know why . i just wanna know that i have nothing to lose and that im the winner of the race .

It aint your spit game, it’s your dick game
That got me walking ’round ready to wear your big chain
I only argue wit’ ‘em when the Lakers on
Other than that I’m getting my Marc Jacob’s on
When my pussy game so cold that he always seem to come back
Cause he know that it’d be a wrap
When I’m riding it from the back
Wait, oh, let me see your phone
Cause all them bitches is ratchet
And let me get in my truck
Cause all them’ bitches’ll catch it
Wait wait wait, there I go again
I be trippin’, I be flippin, I be so belligerent
Man this shit that we be fighting over so irrelevant
I don’t even remember though I was probably hella bent

late night thinking ..

babe , knowing that im yours makes me the happiest thing in the world . i dont know where i would be without you . i need you to be here by my side through everything . you are my one and only .

thank you for going to the hospital with me bae :) you dont know how much you mean to me . you are the best , i know you didnt have to go with me but you did anyways :)) that just shows me that you truly do love me unconditionally. and i couldnt ask for anything more .

i know sometimes i can be a handfull but its only because i care . i know sometimes you think i be trippin when it comes to other girls ; twitter and whatever else but its only because youre mine . its my job to make sure that im the one to keep your attention and to keep your heart & mind in the right place .

sitting here all i can think of is where do you see us in the next couple of years? , like one or two ? i just always want to make sure that were on the same page :)

so hopefully ill get some answers and some explanation on how you feel about me , us , and everything else i asked you about . i love you baby , i live eat breathe and do for us . i love the direction were headed in , i only want it to get stronger .

” i just wanna show you how much i appreciate you , show you how much im dedicated to you , wanna show much i will forever be true , wanna show you how much you got your girl feeling good .. not only are you loyal your patient w/me babe . ” <3 beyonce , dance for you .

“Can you live with it, lovin me for life , To have and hold forever, Baby ride or die til death do us part, Let’s make it last forever” 4ever , lil mo & fabolous .

w/ nicki minaj & chris brown right by my side playing .