II XXVI .

i swear , theres something about this love that keeps me wanting more . eveyday i wake up happy that your mine . your a keeper baby , and im gonna hold on to you as i do our love . a million words could never express how i truly feel for you . love is something that cannot be broken when its true . thats why leaving you is never an option . im dedicated to loving you , and always being the one you need . ill always be here through eveything , as you have for me . nothing could ever pull us apart babe , and thats my word . ive never had someone whos keptt a smile on my face and can just brighten up my day , even when my day isnt bad . just your presence leaves me happy , and more than anything satisfied . thats why im prepared to one day be your wife and be there for the long run .

iloveeeeeyou <3 . now i need some sleep lol .

future j. gray ,

jas <3 .

everyday i awake & go to sleep i thank God for bringing you into my life. you are truly a gift , sent from heaven in my keyshia cole voice . (thought that would make you laugh) but seriously, having someone like you , who knows how to respect a girl , how to treat her & keep her happy with ease is amazing . the fact that you always stay true to me is the reason you’ll always have my heart . i love you , plain & simple and im going to be with you beyond death doing us part . because we’ll have a life beyond that . a love like this is so dear & special to me that it leaves me speechless . i know i tell you countless times that i love you , im yours & you’re the only one for me but its because im so blessed to have you . knowing me , and the attitudes i present , you deal with it and still look past it realizing that yes it is apart of my ways . lol . i swear on everything jordan , im souly committed and faithful to us , from the depths of my heart . just thinking about the greatness you provide only makes me want to love you more & give you the world . you may say that you’re only mediocre but in my eyes your the greatest thing that ever happened to me . without you , situations that i made it through wouldve been unbearable , because you never let me go through anything without standing by my side. if this isnt love then i dont know what it is . you deserve the world baeeee , and its my mission to provide . even though you never allow me to spend my money on you , one day soon i’ll shock you & give you things youve never had before . i promise , my heart is sold . and you’re the owner . no one else makes me so happy that i can just start reminising and just burst into tears just thinking about how wonderful they are to me . jordan , i WILL spend all eternity with you  , you make me happy . i dont need anything else . just me & you . its obvious when i cant go a second without you ..a day without you drives me crazy and every moment with you drives me closer to you <3 .

i love my meanie butt <3 . lol .

” even when the sky comes fallin , even when the sun dont shine , i got faith in you & i , so put your pretty little hand in mine , even when we down to the wire babe , even when it do or die , we can do it baby simple & plain , cus this love is a sure thing . ” - miguel , sure thing (:

*song always makes me think of us (((:

love jasssss <3 .

sitting here in bed , just reminising about how blessed i am to have someone like you . everything im about to say is one hundred percent off the top of my heart <3  .

first off , you COMPLETE me . chamged me for the greater good , taught me what true love is all about . a million girls in this world would kill to have someone like you because of who you are ..YOU . but fortunately i was blessed enough to have you to myself . believe it or not , sitting here thinking of all of this brings tears of joy to me babe . ive never put so much trust , love & dedication into anyone ..ive never given someone the opportunity to get to know me the way that you have , ive never allowed myself to open up or know anything besides my name & adapt to me the way you have . everyday i live for US , not just me but for the best of us . you are such an amazing person , i live to love you cus no one else ever can . i know that this love is real , especially if you can look at me without saying anything & bring a enormous smile upon my face (: , i promise ill always keep you happy , be the one you need , be there through thick & thin ; no matter the situation . because we know GOD brought us together for a reason , & as long as we know that then we’ll always be one . to be with someone and never have to question what direction the relationship is headed in & having someone that you can always be one THOUSAND percent honest with is pure love . . i’ll always cater to you babe , you know you always come first ..in my heart , mind , & soul . you just provide me with long lasting satisfaction (: , loving me for my flaws & all . i know i may be pro longing this blog but i had some things i just needed to express , you have the key to my heart ..and i know you’ll never lose it . ill never be the one to hurt you , ill only love you the way you love me . the only person whose ever licked my nose & i think its cute [: , the only person who could take my virginity , the only person who can make love to me the right way , the only person who i could ever tell ” i love you ” too , the only person ill go out of my way for , the only one ill cry for , the only one who accepts me for who i am completely , the only one who took the time to know me for who i am , the only person who can make a bad day turn around for the better , the only person who will never forsake me, the only person who has been real with me when others arent , the only person who i trust with all my heart , the only one who’ll never let me down , the only one who tells me im beautiful everyday , the only one who accepts me in sweat pants & a white v-neck shirt , the only one i NEED , the only one i wish to spend my life with, the one who is my LAST LOVE .

*reminds me of you*  lauryn hill -cant take my eyes off of you:

” you’re just too good to be true , cant take my eyes off of you , you’d be like heaven to touch , i wanna hold you so much , and my last love has arrived, and i thank God all my life, you’re just too good to be true , cant take my eyes off of you….”

*reminds me of you* fabolous f/tamia-into you :

“i think you’re truly something special , just what my dreams are really made of , lets stay together you and me boy , theres no one like you around …my winter’s been wonderful , my summers been special..i  really like what i feel when im with you, you’re my dream come true , dont you ever leave my side , cus it feel so right ..i really like what you’ve done to me , i cant really explain it , im so into you….”

love ,

your jas (:

its truly amazing , to have someone that you can give your all & baby thats you . you make everyday beyond great for me . you take the time to love me & show me what true love is . there is no you without me. from the way you talk to me , hold me , touch me, and make love to me i know what we have is real. i  know sometimes like today (in the car) i can get caught in my ways and throw temper tantrums , but you look past that and realize that through anything we go through you still love me the way that i love you. as i told you today nothing will ever take you away from me . you are the best thing that has ever happened to me and im holding  on to you forever . forever yours , forever mine ..as i always say . they say that youll know when its true love , and every since i fell in love with you ive never doubted it . i love you baby with all my heart . i cant wait to see what the future holds for us . its crazy because a day without seeing you makes me miserable , but at the same time i know that when i do get the chance to see you i know that it will make up for every minute missed . there is no one like you babe . if there were a “you” for every “me” there would be no more heartache and sorrow and broken love stories . it would be nothing but happiness and true love , but luckily enough theres only one “cool gray” for “kirsh” :) honestly, youve spoiled me completely , and you know you have . if i want something or need anything i just tell daddy &  he does what needs to be done . no one can please me like you and will never get the opportunity too . i love you so much babe . all of this came straight off the top of my head lol .

-now im suppose to be doing my homework but i did this for my baby (:

cant wait for the day that your last name becomes mine ,

jas .

babeeee,

i love you ,

its just that easy to say , knowing that i have someone who loves me for me , respects me , and is willing to be here with me until the end of time is all ive ever needed . baby , your love is something i cant go without , its way past a want ..i NEED it <3 .

i feel so lucky & blessed to have a man like you in my life . someone who is everything in one ; honest , real , funny , cute , handsome & with a great personality , and desire . someone who makes me thankful every morning i wake up and every night i go to sleep .

of all the girls in the world , you chose ME (: and that makes me feel special baby . all the moments we share , (in the car , out at applebees , holidays , or just anyday) are just priceless . i promise ill always be here to love you baby , nothing exists without you , without us .

jasmine + jordan = true love . love so good there is no ending  . 02 26 2008 .

baby , we’re gonna be together forever , no matter what the world throws at us . we can handle anything , as you always say ” dont let the little petty stuff stop us.” you we’re made for me , as i was for you .

so happy pre-VALENTINE’s day baby , i hope i make it special for you . you deserve the worLd & im here to give it to you . i l o v e y o u b a b y ; & thats a fact .