f o r e v e r yours :)
” you brighten up the moon & stars at night , you keep me seeing rainbows in the skies , you bring new meaning to my life , now i believe in miracles , baby im f o r e v e r yours :) , “ -mariah carey , yours .
wow , its crazy how at the age of s e v e n t e e n , i can honestly say that im in love , since f i f t e e n , i’ve come to love such a special you :) for the past two years & some change lol ive taken the time to get to know you for who you are and im overjoyed that i did . no words could express the way that i feel about you babe , you are that special one , and im crazy about you :)
its kind of funny how things came into play : hearing about you , meeting you at the mall & thinking you were mean , phone convos & texts , DATING :) , my sweet sixteen , and the oceanfront for will’s birthday . it’s like somehow we were taken from the life we lived alone , too create more memories as one . & im happy we’ve had these opportunities .
the question thats been in my mind lately is , “what would i do without jordan?” answer: nothing at all , i’d be a wreck with no one else to love . your love is like the all time prize that im destine to keep . i know all of this may seem so deep , but its just how i feel . like letting you go is never an option for me :) we connect on so many different levels , i couldnt do without any of it .
also , its kinda funny because i was having seperate conversations with india in the car going out to lunch & with kelsea on the phone this morning & you know what they both said to me ? they said ” i could never imagine you without jordan , you guys are crazy over one another . if i had a relationship like that then i’d be set, watch yall are gonna get married one day.’ -it felt good to hear my best friends say that , because i do wanna be with you for the rest of my life babe . whatever you desire is my wish for us :)
so i hope you enjoyed this , reading what i had to say from within =) , i know i enjoyed writing it .
“sometimes i call you ‘J” , sometimes i say “J. Gray” :) , i bet the neighbors know your name . - trueeee . lol
+ added : talking to you now automatically brings a smile to my face :D , like never has someone had the power to keep me so happy. to let you know , you do fulfill e v e r y t h i n g that i need , want , & crave . like you know me so well , its unbelievable . everyday spent with you is valued , every phone conversation is treasured , every text from you in my inbox is another smile on my face , and every picture is another memory :)
& for this ONE me , there’s that special YOU , to take away all my fears & insecurities about whatever comes my way :) iloveeeeyou.
- ill be whatever you need me to be ,
shawty .
